Well I’m leaving for Australia in three weeks. And I know I’m making this choice because I’ve hit rock bottom here, again, but I still really don’t want to go… I have nothing left here, why is it so hard for me to leave?
I’m so depressed that I didn’t get approved for a loan. I can afford gas, cigarettes, rent, utilities, not even food. I don’t know what to do. And in sure the lady realized that she bit off more than she can chew with assisting me when I burst into tears when she said it was declined.
Is there no one in fucking colorado selling dope right now? This is fucking ridiculous and I’m sick as fuck.
My uncle wants me to move in to his house in Australia with him for a year to get away from the drugs and life I have here. I don’t know what to say…
This depression won’t go away.